Gastric pain... :'(

Oh yea. I'm escaped from the shitting FIRE DRILLLLLLLLL.. Whooo lala...
Thanks to my low blood pressure. Dr excused me from the event. Haha. I'm still feeling sick...just took 2 pain/fever pills. =(

I am sicked of falling sick! To MAX.
On M.C again.
Asked Dr. to check on my blood pressure, and is still the same.
Another SICKENING fire drill this coming friday.
WTF. HOW????????
I better faint half way when on our way down frm 43th to 1st AGAIN!!!!!!!!
URGHHHHHHH!

Feeling stress lately, and it's going to last for few mths.
Feeling helpless.
I loathe it.

I have low blood pressure...No wonder I keep feeling dizzy out of sudden recently, and it happens a couple of times in a day. Can happen when I'm walking or when I'm sitting down working...I still told myself that I think too much....and now I recalled that, there's once when I'm on my way walking to office frm station, I feel dizzy suddenly at citylink walk way!! I got scared! I thot if I'm fainting anytime...and I told myself, right, I must have walked narrowly and not that I'm dizzy!! So stupid of me... =(

Hope my BP go back to normal...

I joined them for round 2 @ ZOUK after Dinner. The dinner was so-so to me only, too little choice for me as I am very picky when it comes to food. Bcoz there are a lot of things I DON'T DARE or I DON'T eat. Which also explain, why my colleagues will always "Haiyo...Belinda...OMG! Belinda...blah blah blah...". This is me. Food I don't wish to try or I don't dare to eat, I will never eat. Don't ask me why, I don't know. I just don't like the feeling of having to puke it out if the taste don't suits me, and then the yucky taste will stay in my mouth....say I am picky, ohh yes I ADMIT! =D

Had too much drinks, and I vomited. 4 glasses down, and 1 fruit punch like alcohol that ** gave. But I am considered fortunate enough as he prepared only 1/4 portion for me. He knew that I can't drink much I supposed. Haha. The rest was given all full. Haha. Nonetheless, I stopped consuming further after I finished the 1/4 portion...I know I can't drink any further. Which is right, I started feeling unwell...my head is like so heavy...and I feel like slping. Before I left, ET bring me to ladies to vomit for my comfort. Left with Joce's abt 2am. Poor her giving tuition today somemore, and I supposed she vomitted more than me!! She drink more than me, and she was ASKED to finish that big glass of fruit punch like alcohol! Sad that I can't drink, if I know how drink, I'll help her with some definitely. Haha...I think I need be train. At least, I thought I have improved last night? Wahahaha.. ;P

Feeling very bad now thou!! When I reached home, I couldn't control myself. I vomited again right after I stepped out of the lift. OMG!! [I walked to 1 side to vomit ofcoz] I pondered if it stinks now.... hopefully no one is cursing behind me. LoL!! I am really sorry for doing that! Pardon me, I cannot hold it anymore. Haha. Didn't vomit much thou.

Me & my darlin with her messy hair!

Random. Random.

TGIF!! The only time where I can recoup my slp hrs. My Miss-Chua came msn-ing me....that she is glad that my blog came back alive. LoL!!! She's one of my frens who complaint not once, BUT a couple of times, that why my blog went dead...LoL!!

Having dinner with my colleagues tmr at Miramar Hotel, sushi restaurant. Never been there before. But, YH's mentioned that the sushi there are quite nice. It's a pre-celebration for Joce's birthday (Mon - actual day). They have a round 2 planning @ ZOUK, our dinner was booked for 8pm. I wasn't quite sure if I would like to join them for ZOUK....

It has been FREEZING COLDDDDDDDDDDDDD lately in office. Is cold till the extent that my skin became so dry, despite that I keep applying moisturiser. Cold until that many times I wish I have my Mr Right to hug me TIGHTLY to keep myself warm!!! Really! LoL!! *Shy* I am seriously considering of getting those winter kind of jacket/coat n keep it in office!!! No idea what those coat is name, see pics below & you will know what I am referring to. Haahaa. I'm certainly not insane, bcoz I thot it wld be juz nice to keep myself warm loh. Office is seriously cold!! I want to get a black one!!

Sexy leopard print. I liked it.
But I don't look nice in it...I want a BLACK one.


I love this dress!! Size 10. Top loose.
If u can see bit of my bra.


Size 8. Just nice.


I like this too!
There's a HEART-SHAPE cutting at e back.

Looking at my pictures, I realized I have not get myself a new quilt blanket. Thrown away the old one 2weeks ago...

I was late for work today for AN HOUR!!!!! Blamed on the stupid rain. I hate raining!! Imagine, I tried dialling the taxi hotline from 8am till 8.40am. Only then, I managed to get 1! Speaking of lateness, I do not know since when I had the habit of being late ALWAYS! I really loathe it to core, and I need to get rid of this BAD HABIT. It reflects badly on myself either! =(. I used to hate ppl who's being late for appt always. But, I am one myself now! Oh dear! I will try my best, going back to the "used to be" punctual me!! =(

The maid is here today. She's just a yr older than me, but alrdy married with 1 child. OMG! I want to be a mother too!! Very badly!! But, ....I am still single! How to have baby?? Oh man.....where is my prince charming??

Had my first laser appt changed to 7th of Apr. Supposedly, I made appt on 22th Mar. But the stupid SPUR training Session 1 falls on this date, and I cld not make it for Session 2 & 3 timing. So, left with no choice but to change my appt. Anyway, is a Wed. I can have long rest all the way till Sun (MC on Thurs & Fri). Haha. Ok, that's all for today.

Goodnight.

I am back, as promised. But, BE PREPARED. It's gonna be a very long post that filled with pictures! As I came back to blog too sudden, hence, do not know where and how to start with. Just Random ya. Pardon me pls!! =)

So, let me just share some of my joy here. I am feeling happy, and excited lately. I finally gg to fulfill the wish that I have longed for yrs. All my dearie's felt e same for me too! Is like finally that I am gg for laser treatment to heal the ugly scarring on my face. Though, I do not know how much percent it will get improve. But, at least it will get better than before for certain. I am really looking forward to see the new me, with my braces removing SOON as well! Ohh yess..I am STILL wearing until now. I bet I am the only person who had wear it for such a long time! Blame to no one else thou, as I am the one who did not go back regularly in the past. Haha. Anyway, what matters most now is that I can remove soon! Real soon [before Jun as planned for now]!! I am really excited over the gonna be "new me". "Happy girl". Now, I just wish that the 6 treatments went smoothly, that the money is well spent. =)

Right, I shall just update a little regard work. Everything has been fine till now. No more unhappiness. Having said that, I wish to thks those who have stepped in and help along. They knew who they are, =). Erm. Not forgetting to mention that I have pay increment!! As for bonus, of coz we had all received in last Dec (AWS), and Feb 2010 (Co' profit) respectively. How many mths I received in total, shall be kept confidential. Hahaha. ;P

Below are pics of last Dec'09 company D&D, X'mas 09, Jan'10 company quarterly dinner, my birthday, and during CNY. Btw, I had my hair cut short again. I felt very regretful abt cutting it, and I'm gg to keep it long now - served me right! =(

Ohhhh ya!!! There's an damn fire drill coming AGAIN!!!!!!!!! Next fri or so, cld not remember...OMG!! Again, 43th down to 1st...I don't want to go thru this torture again!! How? =(








































































My b'day gift frm dearest Ju & En.