Is 11.32pm now and i just finished my shower just mins ago.

Just a word to describe.
TIRED.
Start work at 9am, but i usually reached at 8.35 or latest by 8.45.
Reached ard 8.35am and left at 8pm today!!
Stayed back to learn AP55 for autopayment [hell lots of steps].
Just another 35mins to 12hrs!!
With 2 sleepless nights AGAIN [Tues night & last night].
HOW NOT TO BE TIRED???
Than, so tired alrdy still have to bring laptop home [Last day of e week].
URGHH!!!
I'm tired. Moody. Don't talk to me. :(
No energy.

Tired till I'm UTTERLY moody.
Reached home only at abt 9.10pm, went hawker centre to buy dinner.
Finished food 5mins before 10pm.
Cleaned and mopped my room [2days nv clean alrdy].
Finished shower at ard 11.15pm.

My eyes are tired too!! AND PAIN.
I HATES LIGHT/BRIGHTNESS NOW!
My eyes sight will turn bad sooner or later.
[My perfect eyes sight will turn blind 1 day]
Perhaps, it's not even perfect anymore. Upset.
Having to face the computer like whole 7 to 7.5hrs??
Excluding my lunch hr + toilet break + some walking here & there inside office.
Than, is computer AGAIN when back home!!
I hate computer now la.
But what to do? Can't live w/o it.
I supposed i will start using less often at home unless on e wkends.

Now, need to face at least another 3 hrs on screen.
I need to do some Corporate Security Training online.
Using laptop, coz need company access.
Email stated e training need about 2.5hrs!!
I don't want to do it tmr bcoz i want to finish it fast.
So that i can do other stuffs during the wkends.


PS: I hate my big fat tummy. IRRITATING. I need ample slp.