miss-belinda

2010-08-20T20:04:00.006+08:00

心情好烦躁。觉得自己不知从什么时候变成一个很没用的人。
以前的我从不是这样的人，也很讨厌有这种习惯的人。
可是，现在的我却好像变成这种人。。。
一个很没责任心的人。
我知道我已经留下很不好的印象，而他们也应该都习惯了。
我也很清楚这样做很不对。。。
但，我就是控制不了。
或许，这是我给自己的接口。。。
不知道为什么我会变成这样。
不知道是因为这不是我想要的，所以没有推动力。。
还是，因为不开心。。。
还是，是因为报应。。。
人人不都这么说： “不可以说或笑人！事情会发生在自己身上的！）
觉得，自己无药可救了。。
:(

PS: 我撤牙套了...

My very braces-free moment.

My dearest sis's.

病了的我还能拍照！厉害！

2010-06-06T00:03:00.002+08:00

I am not feeling good.
Supposed to join Tracy's at St James.
But I am dying from gastric pain at hm now. =(
Gastric pain acting up again.
Had a cup of warm milo with bread even.
But it don't seem to get better.
So painful.
=(

2010-06-04T21:24:00.005+08:00

Been abandoning my blog again.
Felt lazy to blog.
In fact, not enuff time for myself after becoming a wrking adult.
Everyday same routine.
Wake up, off to wrk. Knock off, headed back hm.
Back hm, surf net awhile before I call it a day.
and it continues like these...

Anw, I met some idiot who I don't wish to see in my life time again.
I can't believe my eyes. It ruins my day completely.
I felt so angry and uncomfortable after that.
I wanted to just walk away quickly as soon as I finished with the withdrawing.
WHAT A DAY I HAD TODAY!!!!!!!!

2010-05-02T22:25:00.005+08:00

Met up with Yan Li's this afternoon.
It has been mths since we last meet up.
She is busy with her sch work, and just finished her last paper on Fri.
Time passes so fast.
A yr plus had passed.

Anyhow, we went to catch Ip Man 2.
It is still as nice as Part 1.
Donnie Yen's rocks to core!
He's so charming! =)
A must to catch movie.
We walked around for awhile before we parted.
She need to get hm early as her family doing pre-celebration for her bro's b'day.
While I headed to JP for a hair-cut.
I feel so much comfortable now after cutting away both the sides sharp end.
I had "Bob-Style" when I cut short.
Now, keeping back long hair.
Thus, need to get rid of e sharp end.

I'll be having a long break again tis coming wk.
Going for laser treatment on Wed.
Updated a few Korean songs.
It's from these 2 drama - "检查官公主", and "灰姑娘的姐姐".
I had bn following up Korean drama again.
All it's recent dramas are worth catching!
It's nice!

2010-04-10T23:55:00.002+08:00

你有过喜欢上一个，你不可以喜欢的人吗？
而只能自己隐藏起来。。。

2010-04-07T00:17:00.005+08:00

I AM WORN-OUT!
Been OT-ing till till 10pm - 11pm lately.
Cannot sleep.
Haven't been slping for 2 nights.
Can't slp well always. My skin is so DRY now.
Insufficient slp = HEADACHE AGAINN.
Going to take med before I slp.
*Anyway, don't think I can slp again. =(
I can have plenty of rest now thou.
Will nt be working for the nxt 3days. [Yooooooo Hoooooooo]. =)
On Leave today. Gg for my first laser treatment in the morning.
Than on M.C on Thurs & Fri.
I AM SCARED.
Having a lot of "HOW" thots.
HOW this, HOW that.

I don't like taking pics recently.
Don't know why.
Find myself ugly.
Find myself ugly esp with the shittty short hair.
Utterly regretted cutting.
Find myself getting older.
FIND MYSELF GETTING FATTER & FATTER.
[I see an old & FAT woman when I look at the pic].
Like the one I uploaded below!
I felt I look like I'm in my thirties!!!

PS: May everyone stay healthy always.

2010-03-28T17:42:00.000+08:00

Gastric pain... :'(

2010-03-24T23:29:00.001+08:00

Oh yea. I'm escaped from the shitting FIRE DRILLLLLLLLL.. Whooo lala...
Thanks to my low blood pressure. Dr excused me from the event. Haha. I'm still feeling sick...just took 2 pain/fever pills. =(

2010-03-22T22:41:00.002+08:00

I am sicked of falling sick! To MAX.
On M.C again.
Asked Dr. to check on my blood pressure, and is still the same.
Another SICKENING fire drill this coming friday.
WTF. HOW????????
I better faint half way when on our way down frm 43th to 1st AGAIN!!!!!!!!
URGHHHHHHH!

2010-03-21T18:06:00.003+08:00

Feeling stress lately, and it's going to last for few mths.
Feeling helpless.
I loathe it.

2010-03-18T19:33:00.005+08:00

I have low blood pressure...No wonder I keep feeling dizzy out of sudden recently, and it happens a couple of times in a day. Can happen when I'm walking or when I'm sitting down working...I still told myself that I think too much....and now I recalled that, there's once when I'm on my way walking to office frm station, I feel dizzy suddenly at citylink walk way!! I got scared! I thot if I'm fainting anytime...and I told myself, right, I must have walked narrowly and not that I'm dizzy!! So stupid of me... =(

Hope my BP go back to normal...

2010-03-14T12:51:00.018+08:00

I joined them for round 2 @ ZOUK after Dinner. The dinner was so-so to me only, too little choice for me as I am very picky when it comes to food. Bcoz there are a lot of things I DON'T DARE or I DON'T eat. Which also explain, why my colleagues will always "Haiyo...Belinda...OMG! Belinda...blah blah blah...". This is me. Food I don't wish to try or I don't dare to eat, I will never eat. Don't ask me why, I don't know. I just don't like the feeling of having to puke it out if the taste don't suits me, and then the yucky taste will stay in my mouth....say I am picky, ohh yes I ADMIT! =D

Had too much drinks, and I vomited. 4 glasses down, and 1 fruit punch like alcohol that ** gave. But I am considered fortunate enough as he prepared only 1/4 portion for me. He knew that I can't drink much I supposed. Haha. The rest was given all full. Haha. Nonetheless, I stopped consuming further after I finished the 1/4 portion...I know I can't drink any further. Which is right, I started feeling unwell...my head is like so heavy...and I feel like slping. Before I left, ET bring me to ladies to vomit for my comfort. Left with Joce's abt 2am. Poor her giving tuition today somemore, and I supposed she vomitted more than me!! She drink more than me, and she was ASKED to finish that big glass of fruit punch like alcohol! Sad that I can't drink, if I know how drink, I'll help her with some definitely. Haha...I think I need be train. At least, I thought I have improved last night? Wahahaha.. ;P

Feeling very bad now thou!! When I reached home, I couldn't control myself. I vomited again right after I stepped out of the lift. OMG!! [I walked to 1 side to vomit ofcoz] I pondered if it stinks now.... hopefully no one is cursing behind me. LoL!! I am really sorry for doing that! Pardon me, I cannot hold it anymore. Haha. Didn't vomit much thou.

Me & my darlin with her messy hair!

2010-03-12T23:46:00.013+08:00

Random. Random.

TGIF!! The only time where I can recoup my slp hrs. My Miss-Chua came msn-ing me....that she is glad that my blog came back alive. LoL!!! She's one of my frens who complaint not once, BUT a couple of times, that why my blog went dead...LoL!!

Having dinner with my colleagues tmr at Miramar Hotel, sushi restaurant. Never been there before. But, YH's mentioned that the sushi there are quite nice. It's a pre-celebration for Joce's birthday (Mon - actual day). They have a round 2 planning @ ZOUK, our dinner was booked for 8pm. I wasn't quite sure if I would like to join them for ZOUK....

It has been FREEZING COLDDDDDDDDDDDDD lately in office. Is cold till the extent that my skin became so dry, despite that I keep applying moisturiser. Cold until that many times I wish I have my Mr Right to hug me TIGHTLY to keep myself warm!!! Really! LoL!! *Shy* I am seriously considering of getting those winter kind of jacket/coat n keep it in office!!! No idea what those coat is name, see pics below & you will know what I am referring to. Haahaa. I'm certainly not insane, bcoz I thot it wld be juz nice to keep myself warm loh. Office is seriously cold!! I want to get a black one!!

Sexy leopard print. I liked it.
But I don't look nice in it...I want a BLACK one.

I love this dress!! Size 10. Top loose.
If u can see bit of my bra.

Size 8. Just nice.

I like this too!
There's a HEART-SHAPE cutting at e back.

2010-03-12T00:07:00.002+08:00

Looking at my pictures, I realized I have not get myself a new quilt blanket. Thrown away the old one 2weeks ago...

2010-03-10T22:58:00.004+08:00

I was late for work today for AN HOUR!!!!! Blamed on the stupid rain. I hate raining!! Imagine, I tried dialling the taxi hotline from 8am till 8.40am. Only then, I managed to get 1! Speaking of lateness, I do not know since when I had the habit of being late ALWAYS! I really loathe it to core, and I need to get rid of this BAD HABIT. It reflects badly on myself either! =(. I used to hate ppl who's being late for appt always. But, I am one myself now! Oh dear! I will try my best, going back to the "used to be" punctual me!! =(

The maid is here today. She's just a yr older than me, but alrdy married with 1 child. OMG! I want to be a mother too!! Very badly!! But, ....I am still single! How to have baby?? Oh man.....where is my prince charming??

Had my first laser appt changed to 7th of Apr. Supposedly, I made appt on 22th Mar. But the stupid SPUR training Session 1 falls on this date, and I cld not make it for Session 2 & 3 timing. So, left with no choice but to change my appt. Anyway, is a Wed. I can have long rest all the way till Sun (MC on Thurs & Fri). Haha. Ok, that's all for today.

Goodnight.

2010-03-09T21:51:00.065+08:00

I am back, as promised. But, BE PREPARED. It's gonna be a very long post that filled with pictures! As I came back to blog too sudden, hence, do not know where and how to start with. Just Random ya. Pardon me pls!! =)

So, let me just share some of my joy here. I am feeling happy, and excited lately. I finally gg to fulfill the wish that I have longed for yrs. All my dearie's felt e same for me too! Is like finally that I am gg for laser treatment to heal the ugly scarring on my face. Though, I do not know how much percent it will get improve. But, at least it will get better than before for certain. I am really looking forward to see the new me, with my braces removing SOON as well! Ohh yess..I am STILL wearing until now. I bet I am the only person who had wear it for such a long time! Blame to no one else thou, as I am the one who did not go back regularly in the past. Haha. Anyway, what matters most now is that I can remove soon! Real soon [before Jun as planned for now]!! I am really excited over the gonna be "new me". "Happy girl". Now, I just wish that the 6 treatments went smoothly, that the money is well spent. =)

Right, I shall just update a little regard work. Everything has been fine till now. No more unhappiness. Having said that, I wish to thks those who have stepped in and help along. They knew who they are, =). Erm. Not forgetting to mention that I have pay increment!! As for bonus, of coz we had all received in last Dec (AWS), and Feb 2010 (Co' profit) respectively. How many mths I received in total, shall be kept confidential. Hahaha. ;P

Below are pics of last Dec'09 company D&D, X'mas 09, Jan'10 company quarterly dinner, my birthday, and during CNY. Btw, I had my hair cut short again. I felt very regretful abt cutting it, and I'm gg to keep it long now - served me right! =(

Ohhhh ya!!! There's an damn fire drill coming AGAIN!!!!!!!!! Next fri or so, cld not remember...OMG!! Again, 43th down to 1st...I don't want to go thru this torture again!! How? =(

My b'day gift frm dearest Ju & En.

2010-03-08T23:40:00.003+08:00

我回来了！！！已经好久好久没写我的部落格了。
刚换了一个全新的 new look，希望大家都还喜欢。
现在已经夜深了，该去休息了。
有空时，再回来 update....
请大家在回来吧！！ =）

晚安咯!!

2009-12-13T01:38:00.004+08:00

[Updated w Pics below - items I prepared for D&D]

Someone complained that I'm getting lazier and lazier...
That I'm even lazy to do household now..
Even once a week...
That I am lazy to update my blog as well...
LoL...

So. Now...I'm doing this short update just for her!
LoL!!
Am going to show the pretty dress I got for coming D&D.
Is OLD SG theme.
Thus, I got myself a very pretty vintage style floral dress.

My naked face!

I HEART this ring!

2009-12-06T19:06:00.020+08:00

Lunch at Ichiban Boshi today.
A treat for Sheila for her 21st B'day (Belated).
It was last friday.
But Atiqah was on course.

*I am really getting rounder & rounder. Lok at my damn CHUBBY face! I loathe it to core...:(

The guy behind is loking at us! LoL

This is Atiqah, my cute colleague.

This is Sheila, our receptionist.

Attended Qianyi's 21st b'day celebration on Sat.
AT SMU "SCEME" function room.
A well organized party by her loves one.
A surprise for her.
SO SWEET.
Food was nice too.
Hope she enjoyed herself and the surprise tat we've prepared for her.

2009-12-03T22:07:00.003+08:00

I'm worn out these few days.
OT and slpless nights again and again.
D&D is approaching in 2wks time.
And I'm still as fat as a pig!!

I wear fake eye lashes today! =)

2009-11-27T11:29:00.002+08:00

I found back myself. =)
I finally picked up my courage yesterday.
I feel so happy that I did it.
Because my trouble will be gone soon. =)

Will e attending my frens 21st b'day later.
Here, I wish to wish them a BIG...

Happy 21st Birthday,
Charlene & Yan Li

2009-11-24T23:37:00.003+08:00

I feel so useless.
I've lost the 'tough' character in me.
I don't even dare to do THE simple thing I wish to do so badly.
I just don't have the courage to do it.
I'm timid.
I'm afraid of the outcome.

But, I am so unhappy.
I really feel like doing.
I just...
=(

2009-11-22T19:22:00.005+08:00

My blog not yet dead huh.
I am rather sick with my blog skin.
But could not find any appealing one. =(

Something had been bothering me quite badly lately.
Till I was haunted me by sleepless nights again.
And till I got bad headaches & absent for work for 2 days (due to sleepless night).
Still cant decide what I should do.
But it seems like everyone are giving me e same advice.
The only problem now, lies only with myself!
I really don't know what I should do.
Also, I don't know if I should go on 'Tuesday'.
It's a chance given RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME.
But...but....I know what the outcome would be.
So, I wasn't sure if I shld just go for the sake of going...
I wish if only I have.... =(

X'mas is around the corner.
Meaning all of our pocket will be burning a big hole soon!!
Esp for me!! Ohh man...
Company dinner coming in another 3 weeks time.
3 of my frens 21st birthday coming too.
X'mas presents for colleague & frens.....

I miss my girls so badly!!!!

2009-11-07T19:20:00.011+08:00

Random post.

Went for company quarterly dinner ytd.
Most of them headed hm after dinner.
The rest headed for 2nd round, drinking session.

We went to Balaclava Bar @ Suntec City.
Nice environment with nice live band!
Can't believe I actually had 2 glasses of whisky & half of carlsberg beer!

It's Nov 7 alrdy. Time flies.
Company Dinner & Dance is approaching in a month time.
This year theme is Old Singapore.
Some of us alrdy started thinking of wat to wear.
LoL.

so formal of me! like pic for Resume. Haha.

I love this pic!

2009-10-31T22:59:00.009+08:00

5 new perfumes!!
2 CHANEL & 1 Elizabeth Arden from mum.
1 new ESCADA & 1 Adidas from myself.
I love perfume!
And I can't leave without perfume!
Haha.

Mum's place today before switching to Ah Bee Yi place.
Along with Sis, Bro-In-Law & 2 darling nephew.
Poor Zacc was running fever & diarrhoea.
Nonetheless, glad that e temperature went down after sweating.
Bcoz, he was busy walking & playing with Jun & En, sticking to them both.

PS: I can't stand myself for being SO FAT!! [I see a pig in the mirror!]

2009-10-28T23:15:00.004+08:00

Hi guys/readers,
How are u guys doing?
Hope everyone are doing fine.

I've bn getting lazy and lazier to update my blog.
It's getting dead slowly I suppose?
But, I shall give myself an applause!
Bcoz, at least I made an effort to do this posting despite e tiring me.
HAHA!!!

I'm gg to share something!

miss-belinda is gg to sign up for GYM!!!
Yes! I am dead serious! Unbelievable right? Haha!
Company is organizing GYM programme as part of staff welfare at TRUE FITNESS.
However, only half of the membership price is being subsidize.
So, we would still have to pay 35++ frm our own pocket.

Well, it doesn't matter to me.
In fact, I considered it cheap. We can attend all kind of class for FREE!!
Just today, my colleagues n me went for the TRIAL session.
We attended [YOGA I]. I find it rather fun!! I wanted to have more!!
I am interested with e [HOT YOGA] & [PILATES] classes!!
I definitely will attend these classes.

Actually, part of e reason being so keen is bcoz...
I felt tat is really time to watch out my health at this age.
Should keep a healthy lifestyle.
Most importantly, I wanted to slim down!!
Just wish, I will really commit to it after I sign up.
(Bcoz everyone knows membership is always at least a yr contract!)

What else?
Company quarterly dinner is here again.
Not sure if I wanted to join for the 2nd round after dinner?
Is a drinking session.
Does nt even know if I want to attend for the dinner itself. Faint.
Was delayed until nxt Fri due to HARI RAYA wks ago plus a few frm top mgmt couldn't make it last Friday.
So, should I go?
Let's see how I feel on nxt thur. HAHA.

Goodnight, peeps.

2009-10-09T20:42:00.003+08:00

Was on M.C today.
A break for myself.

Thurs me.

For my phone wall paper. I love e white roses.

2009-10-04T14:45:00.014+08:00

Just finished cleaning my room.
Energy yet to be re-stored.
Couldn't have a good slp bcoz my darling sis keeps knocking on my rm door. :(

Tat day fire drill was a bad one!!
I really have difficulties walking now. :(
Both my legs muscles is so freaking pain.
And tat day itself, stayed for OT until 11.30pm.
Ytd went back to office too frm 12-7pm!
U can imagine how tired I am... :(

Went to Charles&Keith to lok for Esther while I was on my way to station.
Somehow quite regretted for going in!!
BCOZ, I SPENT MONEY!! Sob...
Total of $88.80 (with 30% staff discount) for just 2 pairs of heels.

Went to walk ard while waiting for her to knock off.
Was craving for new novel, so headed to MPH.
Bought a book, I supposed it's gg to be a nice one.
Initially wanted to get 2...but I think I spend too much..
So, I shall finish one first.
Anyway, is quite a thick one.

Fire Drill Day...

25th Anniversary Limited Edition Design.

My current pairs heels for work...LOL

Yachting pics continue....

2009-09-30T23:11:00.008+08:00

I was at Yahoo website.
Saw 1 news tat I'm upset with.
A SP student was stabbed & bleeds to death in China.
Feel upset bcoz I was from SP?
I hope this student parents are coping well.
My deepest condolences to his family.

Know what?
Both my legs are like JELLY NOW!!
Seriously, I am worried if I could walk when I wake up in e morning!!
I supposed there is an earthquake in our neighbourhood country.
I started to feel turbulence at ard 6pm?
Initially, I thot I am feeling dizzy...
But..I thot something is wrong...so I asked my colleagues...
They did not even notice it can, when the "TURBULENCE" is like so strong!
I had never feel such a strong one like today before!
And it lasted for quite awhile...

Torture come minutes later...
Announcement was made by Suntec management, asking us to evacuate immediately...
AND WE ARE AT HELL 2ND HIGHEST LEVEL, 43th FLR!!!!!!!
Just imagine, having to walk down the stairs from 43th to 1st flr is enuff.

And what? Stories not yet end.
Coming Friday itself, there is a fire drill from 9am - 11am!!
We were all so "dead" abt this fire drill alrdy.
Then, today comes a real one....
It was like WTH when we were asked to evacuate!!!!
Meaning, DOUBLE TIME can! Today plus Friday from 43th down to 1st flr!

What I wanna scream is, today my colleagues & me only reached level 13th,
[where they announced tat no further evacuation is needed],
all our legs are weaken like jelly already,
how to do it again on Friday???
It definitely will not be recover by then loh.
Tmr don't even know if I will have difficulties walking....
Haiz...

And then....
I feel irritated with e longer part of my fringe...
So, I went to cut myself again into "doll-fringe"!

PS: Headachs is back again!! Having it lately everyday... :'(

I THINK I WILL CRY for cutting!!

Ytd's in office..

Some pics taken out at the sea on last sun...
I will update again.
I'm dead beat....turning in now...
Goodnight.

At One 15 Marina Club.

2009-09-26T22:11:00.004+08:00

Some over due pics from Gillian.
At old office.
Yi Ting has left the Co's.
She came back e nxt day after she left to take pics with us.
It's her part-time job as she's still pursuing studies.
Also, she was actually my secondary sch mate!!!
We happened to find out ONLY a week before she leave...
Haha. What a small world!!!

I'm having bad headache since afternoon. :(
Tmr gg yachting!!!
Ride to the Southern Island.
With my colleagues (our own dept).
My first time or rather the 1st time for most of us.
Sadly, Kelly's not joining.
Bcoz she is expecting.
I hoped I will not encounter any sea sickness pls.

Programme after Yachting will be One 15 Marina Club.
Will be having dinner there while watching F1 live Grand Prix.
But, I won't be joining them at the club most likely.
Actually, I don't feel like yachting...
But...haiz...
Well, I shld juz take it as an experience.
Not that everyone has the chance to go yachting after all.
Just hope tat I enjoy without any "sea-sick".

Goodnight, dear peeps.

PS: Dor, thks!!

Jocelyn, Kelly, Ying Hui, YI TING, & Myself.

That's Joyce (in blue)

I miss Joyce & Yi Ting!!

2009-09-23T21:07:00.004+08:00

Today's miss-belinda.
Below are pics of my work desk.

2009-09-22T22:12:00.007+08:00

Some VERY RANDOM post.

Is a tiring day.
Couldn't slp last whole night.
Going to slp soon once I finish blogging.

I love the new office.
Renovation is nice.
From the pantry, the MAIN meeting room...the whole concept...

Went salon n had my fringe trim back to short.
Suddenly feel very ugly & messy with e long fringe...
Or it cld be bcoz I had put on weight & so i feel ugly...
Anyway, just hope I will not regret it.
After all, I do looked fresher & younger now.
Wahaha.

Also, dad bought durians for me!!
I was craving for it.
Asked him to buy e other day.

Pics at my desk in office.

Goodnight.

2009-09-20T21:46:00.001+08:00

I feel the sharp pain...

Feel like it was just ytd...

2009-09-18T21:00:00.005+08:00

Our last day at Vintage Automotive end at ard 3.30pm today.
The mover's were here to move since 10 plus in the morning.
When we are back from lunch, our desktops & chairs were all gone.
Officially supposed to be dismiss at 3pm.
But, had dept meeting...dragged till 3.30.
Went over to operation side to take pics for memories.
Did not manage to take with everyone thou.
They were busy, esp my Lao Pa, Mr Chim.
Glad that I took one with him in e morning.

They are not moving with us over to Suntec.
Supposedly they are.
But, some of them need to go shipyard often.
So, management decided that they will move to Shipyard office in Dec.
So upset....
I will be missing Mr Chim, Linda & Joyce VERY MUCH.
Hope that I can see them soon during coming quarterly dinner.

2009-09-14T21:02:00.006+08:00

Having mask on right now.

I am so happy!!
I have mistaken!!
We do not have to go Suntec on wkends to unpack.
Is only the Admin/HR staffs and those person-in-charge for individual dept.
Nonetheless, we have to go back on MON (P.H) to unpack.
That's better. At least to me. Haha.
Feel so happy.
Sleeping hours not taken away ultimately.

That's not all...
We would be working like half day only on FRI.
Bcoz server will be shut down say at 3pm.
So, we can start packing our own stuffs at ard 2.30pm.
Smile =)

2009-09-07T21:52:00.007+08:00

Time flies.
Next wkends we will be moving to new office alry.
Feel half excited & half displeased.
Excited, bcoz I am curious abt new office renovation.
Displeased, bcoz we need to go back on wkends to move. =(
Pondering hard who's sitting with me....

Below are some pics of miss-belinda in her new dress.
Few comments received today. LoL.

Angie said, I looked sweet with today dressing.
Very 'Vintage feel' she says.
Esp, when I still have half my hair tied up.

John Feng asked me: "U gg dating today is it"...
I said: "No. Why? Why do u ask tat? Haha"
He said: "U wear so gorgeous today..."
I said: "Just normal dressing ah..." Haha..

Joyce said: "White again??"
I "laughed"!!!!!

FYI: She (Joyce) just always happened to see me in white!! While piggy Ying Hui always said tat I'm always in black!!!

I love my new dress too!
Is not cheap!

My fatty arms!! URGH!!

PS: I must DIET!! DIET!! & DIET!!!! Faint.

2009-09-03T19:33:00.004+08:00

On M.C today.
Been sick since ytd morning.
Running fever, but still went to work.
OT until 9pm.
Took cab & rush to JP to collect my dress I ordered e other day.
HaizzzZZZ.
I guess I was too unwell & worrying that the boutique cld hav closed,
until I've FORGOTTEN to ask for receipt from the Taxi driver.
Meaning, the $11 bucks juz gone like that!
No receipt = Cannot claim from company!!! :'(
I was glad at least tat I did not waste my trip & money.
I feel so relieved when I see the 2 sales girl.
They were actually closing a/c for the day alrdy when I reached.

I hate falling sick.
Anyway, I love my dress!
Not forgetting a pair of heels to go with it.
Shopped at C&K ytd's during lunch.

Still feeling weak now.
I Hate coughing.

The bottom part is made of lace.

2009-08-30T21:59:00.013+08:00

Weekends is over again.
New week starting tmr once again.

Been out these two days.
Never get to rest = Tired.
Having mild headache now.
Went to JP both days.
Met up with Tracy's dear earlier to collect the watch.
She nv get to see Celeste's dear.
Her bf & her nid to go hm n prepare steamboat stuffs.
(They having steamboat session)
So I collected for Celeste's one too.

Feel so nice to see them both.
It has been like almost a yr or longer??
Hope that we can meet up soon & meet frequently then.
[Not like once a yr again! LoL.]

Both some stuffs for office use.
But will use it only after we move office.
We will be moving in 3weeks time!!!
I will be working at Suntec Tower 4 on 22th Sept onwards.
The moving date was announced since last week.
We will be moving on the 19th (a SAT).
Meaning we need to go back on both weekends!!
To prepare for move, pack & unpack.
Hopefully it will be done by Sun.
At least we wouldn't need to back to Suntec on P.H (Hari Raya).

Goodnight. =)

Finally I got myself a white 'blink blink' watch!

Made of SWAROVSKI crystals.

and I like it VERY much. =)

My 3 "blinking" watches.

My shppgs items for office.
NIKE bottle, Tissue box holder. HP holder & Forever Frenz mug.

2 new pairs of heels.

PS:-
Tracy - Thanks dear! I LOVE THE WATCH VERY MUCH!!
Celeste - Thanks for your accompany & my shppg bag!!

2009-08-27T20:41:00.003+08:00

My new baby is here! See below.
Thks to Tracy's dear.
Love her lots. =)

Was feeling unwell ytd's.
Supposed to be on MC.
But headed to office at 11 plus.
Brought work home.
Gotta go now.
Will try to update more.

Looking pale. After work.

2009-08-22T19:23:00.012+08:00

I'm back!
Been neglecting my blog for abt 2wks?
I have bn so tired each day after work.
Getting lazy and lazier.
Not to say blogging.
I neglected the cleaning too.
Now, I only clean my room ONCE a WEEK!!! :(

*Just some random topics ya.

Headed over to grandma place this afternoon.
Been missing my 2 nephews very much.
So, asked my sis to bring them over.
Zedanne's bn growing very fast!!
He is wearing cloths for 7mths baby alrdy!
FAINT.
But, he is still as handsome of course.
I love his eyes! His eyes lashes is SO LONG!!!
Also, i find him resemble my sis so much as he grows.

Work has been fine till now.
Aug's crew wages is coming, I felt more or less tense definitely.
Just hoped that things would go smoothly for August one.
About new office premise.
Heard that we will be moving ard mid of Sept.
Not yet announce though.
I supposed the date have not been finalized by management.
New office is still under renovation.
I am so curious about the design.

Speaking of moving, I felt rather upset too.
Bcoz, pretty mummy, Annie (Chairman's secretary),
will not be with us anymore after we move.
She will be very far away from us!!!
Her seating area is 3 and imagine ours is 32!!
I duno how far the real distance would be.
But it seems really far....
The number mentioned above is the indication for the movers.

Yesterday's had our own dept outing after work.
KTV session at Cineleisure KBOX.
Kelly and me left first thou.
I hurt my leg there by my heels. :'(
The long marks bother me quite much!
Is ugly! I loathe it to core!
I hope it will not leave me any scar!! URGHHH!!!
(Some pics frm Joce's)

Kelly & me. Gosh! I saw my feet!!! Haa.

Eunice & me.

My poor leg. :'(

Lastly, I miss my gals so much.
Looking forward in meeting them soon.
Judy, Tracy & Celeste.

PS: I pondered if I should.

2009-08-08T01:07:00.008+08:00

Class gathering after work.
Marina Square.
I tried one dress.
I liked it so much.
I wanna get it!!!
$119, size 6!!!
SO PRETTY!!!!

2009-08-05T23:31:00.002+08:00

Thing just aren't right these couple of days.

2009-08-03T22:01:00.003+08:00

I felt angry with myself.
Felt angry with myself for making such mistakes.
I just don't like.
Things will be improve definitely.
I always have v high expectation for my work.
Even just v small mistakes done can make me feel flustered.

2009-08-02T15:51:00.025+08:00

Been very tired this whole week.
OT on Wed & Thurs till 9pm and 9.45pm respectively.
And I slpt for only abt 8hrs in total for tat 2 days!!!
Then, Fri after work, went for company quartely dinner/bonding session.
"Heaven's Loft" at Orchard Central, level #08-01.
[A nice place to chill out, with affordable price].
Followed by ZOUK till 4am.
YEA! I haven't been clubbing for SO MANY MANY YRS!!!
N I dun drink! I requested for fruit punch.
BUT GOT REJECTED! :(
So, I was "ASKED" to drink.
Just have some (CHIVAS w Green Tea, & 1 more, I duno wats that) & 4 shooters.
I LIKE THE SHOOTERS!!
3 trays ordered if I remember correctly.
After shower and everything, it was 6am.
And I have to get up at hell 9am ytd!!
But I overslpt, woke up only at 9.30am.
SO, I SLPT FOR ONLY 3.5 HRS!!
[Slp for only abt 13hrs for 3days!!] :'(
Went for my appt.
Meet up with YL at 1 plus in noon.
XP joined us later in e evening after her driving lesson.
Shopping.
Then, chill out at Coffee Club.
Home sweet home at 12 plus.
I left first, YL & XP went to some other place.
"I was almost dying then."
But I still ended gg bed at 5 plus in the morning!!
Bcoz YH's pig asked for those pics taken at Zouk.

My pics all look so freaking FAT and OLD!!
THERES ONLY 1 that is nice. The one I took with Joey.
Bcoz I am having 水肿.
I am always like that when I'm lack of rest.
Loathe it!!
Erm if u notice, I wore diff top.
Last min decision to join them at Zouk.
So grab a top frm MANGO.
V nice & sexy top. Like it. [It loks normal in the pics thou]

We were here on Fri. Heaven's Loft.
This is their Bar loft. Nice ambience.

This is the inside.

There's Ben & Jerry's counter too.

Jocelyn, Kelly & Janet.
We are are at Heaven's Loft.

This is our pretty 2 accoutant.
Joey & Eunice.

I AM SO UGLY HERE!!

At ZOUK.

The ONLY pic tat I look good!! With Joey.

The first Serving.

2009-07-25T22:56:00.001+08:00

So upset with my myself.
My skin. :(

2009-07-20T20:38:00.006+08:00

I need to slp early tonight.
Having headache again.
Last whole night can't slp.
Been very tired since I started work.
Tat's wrking life.
Getting lazy and lazier to update my blog too.
Work has been fine so far.
I mentioned in my previous post that CFO is organizing a dept outing.
Supposedly, it was arranged next Fri, 31st Jul.
BUT, today we received email frm HR dept abt the quarter company dinner.
It falls also on 31st Jul.
Thus, the outing got to be postpone.

Erm. The company dinner is staff welfare.
Whole companies (including subsidiary) will dine at restaurant once every 3mths.
Besides the quarterly dinner,
every month end we will be having buffet as well. Yup.
Anw, I can't wait to move to new office.
Thou I have to wake up earlier and reach hm at later time.
Heard that new office is at Tower 4 at 43th floor.

Is Dad birthday next wednesday.

2009-07-16T21:02:00.002+08:00

Company office will be shifting to Suntec soon.
Probably in Sept or Oct I guess.
Payment for rental over there just made today.

Anw, someday when I have chance to take pics with my VERY NICE colleagues,
then I will introduce them here. Maybe during August?
CFO [Chief Financial Officer] is gg to organize gathering.
Anyway, I am looking forward to Dec very much.
19th December, company Dinner & Dance.
Quite excited as I've nv bn to one before.
Besides, this yr D&D will be held at SHANGRI LA HOTEL!!!
We will all also be looking forward to Kelly's performance.
HR Officer is gg to make her on stage. Haha.
Bcoz she is our big entertainer.
Never fail to make us laugh!!
Those really very loud one.

Nothing much to update.
So I shall end here.
Goodnight readers. =)

2009-07-14T20:50:00.002+08:00

Something is not right with me.
Been having headache every single day lately.
I couldn't stand it.
I gonna rest early tonight. :'(

2009-07-13T22:12:00.004+08:00

First day of work.
So far so good.
VERY nice colleagues. Haa.
Having headache.
Goodnight.

2009-07-12T18:55:00.000+08:00

Is just a dream after all.

2009-07-10T13:10:00.007+08:00

Why bother to care?
Just be what you always love to be.
"BEING IGNORANCE"

I do not need any of ur concern.
Trying to tell me what?
That u still care for me?
That u cant help urself, but keep coming here to see how I am doing?
I dun welcome u here.

P/S: miss-bel is sick. :'(
P/S/S: I hope I made the right decision. Thanks to JOHN CRANE for the offering thou, I greatly appreciate.

2009-07-09T09:57:00.005+08:00

Dying frm head pain soon.
Been having headaches daily lately.
Cannot sleep well. :(

Anyway, I got it.
Got myself a new job after being jobless for 2mths, 8 days.
Don't be surprise. Just that I did not announce here when I tendered letter to my previous employment, The McGraw-Hill Companies.
I resigned for some reason.
Further details shall not be discuss here.
Yes, I only work there for only a month. =)

Hopefully, everything will go smoothly this time.
Wish myself good luck.

2009-07-08T19:05:00.001+08:00

Hopefully.

2009-07-04T17:43:00.005+08:00

The previous post I mentioned that I'm looking forward to today.
Bcoz, we are finally meeting up after SO LONG!
Celeste, Tracy and myself.

But, we ended up cancelled the appt again!
FAINT! LoL~~
I think the 3 of us can't stand ourselves either. =)
[Before, Celeste n me are busy. If not, Tracy is gg on for holi. LoL!!]

This time, Celeste is suffering from migraine.
It starts bugging her since Wed.
Hope she is feeling better now.
And poor Tracy, bcoz her precious is away for 4days.
Glad that she has Bubble to keep her accompany.

2009-06-30T13:36:00.001+08:00

Looking forward to this coming Saturday very much! =)

2009-06-22T23:51:00.003+08:00

Upset. Nervous. Scared. Helpess.
What's more to describe the mood I am facing now??
=(

miss-belinda LOVE this shot!

2009-06-19T13:54:00.003+08:00

Why did I have that dream?
I feel trapped.
----------------------------------------

I wish I make it thru.
But I don't have the gut to think much.
I just pray and pray and pray.
I just pray hard.

2009-06-17T21:07:00.001+08:00

Why am I feeling this way?
Who can tell me?
I just feel not happy.
I am confused.
I am....

I don't even understand my own feelings. :(

2009-06-16T22:11:00.006+08:00

Tiring day.
Headed to grandma place awhile after my appointments.
Then home sweet home.
Had my first meal [breakfast/lunch/dinner] only at 8 plus.

Nothing much to update.
Lazy! =)
Goodnight dear readers.

PS: I wish i have THICK black hair... :(

My first photo shot with Zedanne.
Nice shot but blur...

Handsome Zedanne looking at me...I looked so ugly n fat here.

Look at my hair! I think i will go bald some day. :(

I really hate my hair problme! :'(

Antique feel.

Spot the pimple on top of my eyebrow? lol.

2009-06-12T15:23:00.002+08:00

Have not been blogging for a while.
I was lazy to do so and for some personal reason, I do not feel like blogging.

Lately the weather has been VERY hot!
Dear readers there,
do take care and have more water!

2009-06-03T21:29:00.000+08:00

GOOD questions asked!

2009-06-02T23:41:00.004+08:00

Pondering hard if I shld have short hair again.
I wanted to keep long hair again.
But the amount of hair loss i had everyday, makes me....
好烦。。。

My handsome boy.

2009-05-27T01:22:00.005+08:00

SP 49th Graduation Ceremony.
Ceremony 2009.
My friends and myself finally received our certificate.
Below are the pictures.
Kindly please help urself.
I am tired to do the caption.

I looked ugly in some of the pictures.
Bcoz of my swollen face.
Bcoz of sleepless night and ulcer (got bigger, PAIN).

Stupid blogger got problem.
So i can only upload until what u guys can see.

Check it out at my FB.
There's more.
Those tagged by my friends.

2009-05-24T23:50:00.005+08:00

Did many things today.
I just need something to keep myself occupied.

Turn in at 3 plus in the morning.
Woke up at ard 2 plus in the noon.
Changed my bed sheet.
Iron my graduation robe (had a hard time ironing!!).
Bath. Doll up. Off to IMM at ard 5plus.
To help YL collect her blouse at G2000.
JP outlet run out of stock for her size.
Went GIANT and walked one round.
Home sweet home.
Did some sewing, including those buttons for YL blouse.
Helped her to do the washing (She need to wear on Tues).
PS: YL, ur bless huh. To have such nice fren like me! Wahaha!
Clean my room and do mopping.
Watched S Factor.
Bath.

Took some pictures.
Seems like the swell got better today.
*Happy*

2009-05-24T01:13:00.017+08:00

My face is swollen.
Bcoz i did not have enough drinks and slp.
Having ulcer also. :'(
Hope the swelling will subside by tues.
Bcoz i do not wish to have "FAT FACE" pics on graduation day!
I will drink plenty of water now.
Maybe do some face exercise will help??
I just want to look nice on TUES.
No fatty/swollen face pls....

Movie marathon with YL on Sat [past midnight alrdy].
Night At The Museum 2 & Angels and Demons.
My mind wasn't completely with movie through out.

Baobei Zaccheus is running fever on Fri.
The teeth at the back is growing...
He looked completely weary.
Hope he is getting better now.

Yanli, the below msg in purple is for u!

Thank you for travelling all the way down to keep me accompanied and not have the tickets wasted. Really. Thanks a lot. I was so much afraid that you would reject my offer. Bcoz I knew it was so "last minute". Anyway, hope you enjoy the free movies. =)

PS: 那痛依然深深的存在着。。。

My sick darling. Engross with the TV AD.

My OBVIOUS swollen face!! :(
If u have sharp eyes, u will notice my right side is swollen.

Ohh! Pain in smiling! UCLER.

Obvious enough? Face view on my right?
Not in v good mood again lately.

2009-05-22T03:20:00.003+08:00

My handsome Zedanne!

PS: 竟然如此，那又何必？？？我好累，累得无法呼吸。。。

2009-05-17T00:48:00.005+08:00

I slpt at 6 am plus last morning!
Woke up ard 2 plus in the noon? *TIRED*
Darling Fion called me.
Met up with her since i going to JP too.
Went to collect my heel.

Than, to Zedanne full-month celebration.
My 2nd darling nephew is so handsome can!!
Esp his eyes. He got double eye-lid but not his bro.
Zaccheus, (his bro) got no more stand alrdy!!
LoLz.

V long time since i wear such HIGH one.

My handsome darling, Zedanne.

My precious sis!! So cute! I Love her!.

Ericia. My cousin. E cousin who's same age as my sis.

2009-05-16T01:42:00.010+08:00

Shopping with my sweetest darling!!
I LOVE HER!!!
Haha.
Went shopping for graduation ceremony.
She treated me at Han's.
My breakfast/lunch/dinner. Haha.
Than, i saw my sweet darling MELODY!!

I walked up to her, wanted to give her a hug...
But not sure if i really hug??
Melloo, did i hug u actually?? LoL!!
So happy to see her!!
I love her too.
We gonna take many pictures on 26th May!!
Hope she enjoy her holiday in China.

Is Zedanne full month celebration tmr!!!
Can see him alrdy!!
And i miss my darling Zaccheus too!!
I love them so much la!!

My darling JUDY.

PS: Aunty coming soon, got a few break-out! Ugly. :(

2009-05-14T18:03:00.001+08:00

Haha.
Call received.
Goodluck.

2009-05-13T15:37:00.006+08:00

I've unchecked the function of 'shuffle' for my song playlist.
I am in love with the below song.
Which what you are listening to now.

"I Told You So by Carrie Underwood"

Suppose I called you up tonight and told you that I loved you
And suppose I said "I wanna come back home".
And suppose I cried and said "I think I finally learned my lesson"
And I'm tired a-spendin' all my time alone.

If I told you that I realised you're all I ever wanted
And it's killin' me to be so far away.
Would you tell me that you loved me too and would we cry together?
Or would you simply laugh at me and say:

"I told you so, oh I told you so
I told you some day you come crawling back and asking me to take you in
I told you so, but you had to go
Now I found somebody new and you will never break my heart in two again".

If I got down on my knees and told you I was yours forever
Would you get down on yours too and take my hand?
Would we get that old time feelin', would we laugh and talk for hours
The way we did when our love first began?

Would you tell me that you'd missed me too and that you'd been so lonely
And you waited for the day that I return.
And we'd live in love forever and that I'm your one and only
Or would you say the tables finally turned?

Would you say:

"I told you so, oh I told you so
I told you some day you come crawling back and asking me to take you in
I told you so, but you have to go
Now I found somebody new and you will never break my heart in two again".

"Now I found somebody new and you will never break my heart in two again".

--------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
Since i have nothing to do.
I shall share with u guys some of the memorable time of last yr graduation. :)
I've screen shots quite a few pictures.

I am so excited over mine!!!
Is coming SOON!! 26th May!!
But i felt rather upset.
Bcoz my parents could not attend!

Jul's would be my sister turn!
NUS!!

*I felt quit proud for myself thou my results in Poly wasn't a good one. At least i made my dreams come true. I told myself that i want to make it to Polytechnic when i was in Pri 6 during the leaving talk. (From ITE to Polytechnic)

The pretty stage!

This is SP BIG Convention Hall.

Graduands seated for the ceremony.

This is so PRETTY!!.

2009-05-12T17:11:00.001+08:00

My phone did not ring.

2009-05-11T00:58:00.000+08:00

Gastric pain for two days.
:(

2009-05-09T02:17:00.012+08:00

Went out these two days. Yesterday with darling Fion, and today with darling Ju. I miss them so much and is like finally that we have met up!! I had a great evening spent with Ju at JP. It was my FIRST time shopping there ever since the new extension is completed [thou that i stayed so near]. There's so many shops and eateries!! Anyway, i must say the meeting with my darlings is GREAT!!!! I love them!! Will be seeing Ju again next Friday as i need to get cloths for my graduation ceremony. I am looking forward to have my meeting session with Tracy & Celeste babe as well. Miss them too!!

Last meet up with Tracy & Celest.
Look at my hair length now and u will noe how long ago was that!

Moon River is clearing the stocks. Thus, entire clothing's in boutique are selling at only $18!!! Being whether dress, pants, shirts, shorts. EVERYTHING! So i did not give a miss! I bought a pretty shirt and a very pretty dress! Both prepared for work.

But, there shall also be NO MORE BUYING FOR THIS MONTH, EXCEPT for the blouse and skirt for graduation. Spent way too much just these two days, my heart is so freaking pain. REALLY!!! I have not even visit Dr Tan. She will be back to clinic only on Monday. Pondered how much all my medicine would cost. :(

P/S: I wish so badly i could keep the $500. :'(
P/P/S: Fion, u shld have go to JP 24hr NUTC!! LoL!!
P/P/P/S: I managed to sold my N82 at $300!! Thus, paying a lot lesser for my new baby. Haha!!

My new baby!! OMNIA in LUXURY BROWN.
SUPER PRETTY & ELEGANT.

I super love the colour!

TADA! Original at $42.
Save $24!

This dress really gorgeous! Original at $58.
Save $40!!!
It seems normal in pic, bcoz it is black.

My self-potrait session. LOL!

2009-05-06T22:01:00.001+08:00

I wanted it so badly.
Wish me goodluck!!
Pray hard.

2009-05-04T23:51:00.001+08:00

Look at my music!
The bear is so CUTE!!
I got so irritated with IMEEM.
Bcoz the songs can only be played for 30s.

SO, i changed to FLASHFETISH!!
It's so COOL!!

2009-05-03T22:24:00.002+08:00

Meeting my babe FION tmr.
Very early at 11am.
This is so unlike her!!
She need to collect something in the morning.
That's why.
So many months did not see her pretty face alrdy.
Hopefully my deary Ju and Est is free is coming week as well.

2009-05-03T01:44:00.004+08:00

This posting is solely meant for my sweet babe, TRACY FAM.

SHE IS GETTING MARRY SOON LA!!!

OMG!!

I just read her blog! I feel so happy for her and her boy!
I can assure she's going to look like a fairy or princess the day she wear her pretty gown. =)

PS: Gal i feel so happy for you!!

P/P/S: Me too, I wanna get marry soon and have baby!! But when will my turn come leh?? I am even SINGLE now!!! Faint. Haha...

2009-05-02T01:21:00.012+08:00

MANY MANY cosmetics!!!

FASIO.
BEAUTE de KOSE.
COSME DECORTE AQ.

Original. No editing no nothing.
PS: My lips colour is NATURAL. I dun apply lipstick.

COSME DECORTE AQ

BEAUTE de KOSE

3 KOSE lotion mask.

FASIO.

COSME DECORTE make-up pouch.

KOSE brusher and Finishing Powder.

Pretty!

KOSE limited edition Eye Fantasist [liquid eye shadow]
VERY pretty. Bright and Shining effect.

KOSE eye shadow. Newest edition.
THE COVER IS FREAKING PRETTY!!!!

I LOVE e colour!! My most favourite among those below!

Older edition.

Pretty cover.

This is pretty also! But don't look nice here.
The colour is brighter in real.

Now is COSME DECORTE.

VERY SWEET!!

Suitable for smooky eye colour! The below one too!

Filled with COSMETICS.

PS: Coughing. Many phlegm. HATE IT!! :(

2009-04-24T23:59:00.003+08:00

忽然有个念头，好想把我的 blog 关掉。

PS: 无法开心起来。

2009-04-23T20:29:00.005+08:00

Welcome my 2nd darling, Zedanne!!!
Born on 22th April at 5.49 am.

Zaccheus & Zedanne.

2009-04-23T13:56:00.000+08:00

The hurt is unforgivable.

PS: 我法原谅

2009-04-20T21:53:00.003+08:00

I've never feel such ease before.
The first time for today.

[30% only. Not that bad].

I am tired.
Physically & mentally tired.

Some snap shot before work.

I heart this pic!! The editing is so nice!

PS: Hoping things to go smoothly.....

2009-04-18T01:44:00.009+08:00

Been very tired bcoz of work.
No mood for blogging.
Facing the screen every day with long hours.
Considered full 7hrs at wrk i supposed.
My eyes is really hurting now.
I can feel e slight pain of my eyes ball.
I seriously don't want to wear spect.

Everyday been busy. Stayed up for couple of days.
No time for MSN at all.
Time passes very fast.
Coming Wed's having phone conference meeting with INDIA AP TEAM again.
I am scared.
Their accent.....

Went to collect my graduation robe ytd after wrk.
Fren's are gg this morning at 11am.
I didn't want to wake up early even on sat.
So chose to go by myself straight after wrk.

I'M REALLY VERY TIRED.
Tired until i feel like crying.
Bcoz my eyes hurts. I afraid i will need to wear spect someday. :'(

My 2nd nephew will be arriving soon.
Sis's will be giving birth anytime in coming week.

PS: 我真的还了，没有舍不得。。。但我却因为。。。而哭了。所有的事都是真的吗？？

2009-04-10T23:23:00.005+08:00

I feel like today is a Saturday.
I changed my blog song.
I love the song.
It melts my heart.

I thought of taking up YOGA class.
But when i am familiarise with things at work.
The system and everything.
The HR dept organized programmes for employees.
The YOGA class is Full alrdy thou.
Is somewhere at Newton. Start at 7pm - 8pm.
Most likely i will be signing up if Nancy open new class.
Bcoz some had requested, she told me she plan to.
Besides YOGA, there are some other programmes too.
Maybe i wld wan to learn Pilates too if there is any.
This is just included in my plan as for now.
Everything will confirm after i get familiarise with work.
Provided new class is open.
With addition that Dr Tina say it is fine for me to join.

Goodnight.

PS: I am feeling that way again. Why? Miss-belinda is upset with herself.

2009-04-09T23:32:00.003+08:00

Is 11.32pm now and i just finished my shower just mins ago.

Just a word to describe.
TIRED.
Start work at 9am, but i usually reached at 8.35 or latest by 8.45.
Reached ard 8.35am and left at 8pm today!!
Stayed back to learn AP55 for autopayment [hell lots of steps].
Just another 35mins to 12hrs!!
With 2 sleepless nights AGAIN [Tues night & last night].
HOW NOT TO BE TIRED???
Than, so tired alrdy still have to bring laptop home [Last day of e week].
URGHH!!!
I'm tired. Moody. Don't talk to me. :(
No energy.

Tired till I'm UTTERLY moody.
Reached home only at abt 9.10pm, went hawker centre to buy dinner.
Finished food 5mins before 10pm.
Cleaned and mopped my room [2days nv clean alrdy].
Finished shower at ard 11.15pm.

My eyes are tired too!! AND PAIN.
I HATES LIGHT/BRIGHTNESS NOW!
My eyes sight will turn bad sooner or later.
[My perfect eyes sight will turn blind 1 day]
Perhaps, it's not even perfect anymore. Upset.
Having to face the computer like whole 7 to 7.5hrs??
Excluding my lunch hr + toilet break + some walking here & there inside office.
Than, is computer AGAIN when back home!!
I hate computer now la.
But what to do? Can't live w/o it.
I supposed i will start using less often at home unless on e wkends.

Now, need to face at least another 3 hrs on screen.
I need to do some Corporate Security Training online.
Using laptop, coz need company access.
Email stated e training need about 2.5hrs!!
I don't want to do it tmr bcoz i want to finish it fast.
So that i can do other stuffs during the wkends.

PS: I hate my big fat tummy. IRRITATING. I need ample slp.

2009-04-08T21:00:00.004+08:00

Working life it tiring.
Need time to get use of it.
First time experience in phone conference meeting today.
Conferencing with AP team in India.
I totally cannot understand what they are saying.
Except for those clear tone one.
Think i will be dying soon.
Bcoz meeting with them are held 2weeks once.
I gonna have a hard time to get it on hand.

Weekend.

PS: Something is bothering me.

I wasn't this fair. Slightly darker tone.

I looked retarded. :)

Goodnight to my readers.

2009-04-07T23:01:00.012+08:00

OMG! OMG! I can't believe it!
Say me lucky or what!
I GOT MY DIAMOND NECKLACE BACK!!!
Super Duper Happy!!
All credits go to my dad!
I love him! [Thou we still nv talk to each other bcoz of last fight]

I am really CURIOUS how the hell my dad retrieved it back.
Really.
Bcoz u know what?
I dropped it inside the...whats that call?
Erm, i dropped it inside the toilet hole that's meant for water flow purpose on the flr!
That hole cap is left open bcoz of e washing machine tube.
I did removed the washing machine tube frm the hole n checked.
Even thot of USING MY HAND to retrieve it if is there [thou super gross inside].
BUT I SEE NOTHING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

So, how did dad get it??? Big question mark.
Anyway, i got it back. OMG!
God love me and Dad love me.
He must have know i was very upset with it.
I did not tell him thou.
I sms my aunt and told her abt it.
I supposed she keep my dad informed.

I DARE NOT WASH INSIDE TOILET AGAIN!!!
Good lesson learnt!!

PS: Thank you, DAD, for retrieving it for me. I supposed ur hand muz be utterly dirty and gross. Also, thanks aunt for telling Dad, if not he would not have know abt it.

Goodnight. "Happy miss-belinda*

2009-04-06T21:52:00.006+08:00

I was very upset right now.
I dropped my diamond necklace.
My 21st b'day gift frm dad.
It cost abt 1k.
How am i supposed to do???
I want the necklace back.
:'( ......... :'(

PS: I AM VERY UPSET WITH MYSELF FOR MY CARELESSNESS. The necklace will nv come back again. I lost 2 of my 21st birthday gifts alrdy.

- CANON digital camera misplaced by my cousin [$649]
- Now. MY DIAMOND NECKLACE. [$1000].

NO MORE. "CRYING"

Got my permanent office access card today.
I didn't expect to get it so soon.
I email Nancy [Admin Dept] my photo only on Fri.
VERY EFFICIENT SERVICE frm the Corporate Security Dept.
Nancy sent on Fri and today she received the courier mail.

2009-04-05T14:44:00.001+08:00

At times i just loathe it to core. I wish it end fast.

2009-04-03T21:57:00.044+08:00

Is going to be a very very long entry. :)

Erm. Alright, i shall update abt my first 3 days at work since is Friday. Heh. I reckon i can't find a second person who worked half day during the first day of work, and that's me! LoL. As seen in previous posting, i fall sick again. I was having a bad flu, i had it since Tuesday thou. Initially, i THOUGHT i would be able to tolerate until 6pm, but i was feeling so uncomfortable that i asked for half day leave at 1plus. I wasn't dare to see the HR manager then, but Janice [my peer colleague] encouraged me to consult a DR since i was really unwell. Together with her company, we went to see Wendy. She's very nice, and i was surprised when she actually reminds me to take the receipt for reimbursement. YES!! I CAN GET REIMBURSEMENT THOU IT'S ONLY MY FIRST DAY. I felt really quite shocking then, bcoz i thot my medical leave will start only after my confirmation.

Work at McGraw-Hill is fine so far, as i was still under training process. Colleagues were all approachable. Quite alot of Caucasian in the company, mostly in Biz Unit thou. Well i mean this is expected, as it is a US based MNC. But i do have a v deep impression of Peter. He's from UK, a very fun loving joker. Anyway, one sad thing is, i will have to lunch alone after Janice left. Angela [my manager] need one to stay behind to attend to calls frm Asian countries. So ya...unless i join gals frm other dept.

Did not take a lot of pictures, it's only my first 3 days. Nonetheless, i like the office. The pantry is very clean n big, well i think it is considered big. The fridge is never empty, always filled with drinks like Coke, Milo, Ribena, Milk and others soft drinks. There are biscuits as well, so we can fill up our stomach anytime when we feel famish. Not forgetting the ladies. I like it. Is very clean and always smell nice, the air refresher played a good job! Oh ya!! There are fruits for us every Mon, Wed and Fri. So nice. Just had papaya and banana today.

Job scope wise, well i still can't really share abt my job scope as im still in learning process. What i can say is, very less paper work. Is all by system. I can't describe whether it is manageable or tough. I mean i will only know after i start to handle everything myself ma. Anyhow, I reckon MGH spent millions or even more on the system, bcoz whole worldwide staffs communicate electronically [besides using phone] and check docs thru this program, LAWSON. I was given a laptop too. Actually laptop was given to me on my 1st day, i didn't bring it home as i can't access to it still. Bcoz my ID, email address and everything are all not yet created. It is only today that i get my ID and email address. Also, the office access card. Temporary one thou, for a mth period. Before that, it was all Janice who helped to let me in. Th HR dept will be preparing the permanent one with my photo printed on it and hopefully i will be able to get it this coming week.

small-medium size. Is convenient

It fixed nicely in this bag.

What else i have not receive?? Oh, and the VPN ID. Without this ID, i wld not be able to access the Co. information using the laptop. Probably will get it on Monday. What else?? Oh..and my name cards not yet printed. Well, i don't really care abt that. Give to who? LoL! Anyway, my position is Assistant Accountant and not Finance Executive. Angela said, the HR dept always use Finance Executive, no idea why. So, on my name card, it will be printed as Assistant Accountant.

On the 13th, we will be having lunch together. It is a farewell treat from the management to Janice as 14th is her last day there. Also, a considered congratulate and welcome treat for Marc and myself. Congratulate Marc bcoz he is getting married.

I bought laptop home today since my ID was issued. But was facing with wireless connection problem. Sian. Not sure why it can't detect the Internet connection. Got to let my uncle check tmr, if he can't solve it either, then I'll have to inform the IT dept on Mon. After all, e laptop is Co. asset, of which there may be some setup or what, so yup...shall see if my uncle can solve it.

Goodnight.

2009-04-01T20:53:00.005+08:00

I'm sick. So, I'll just let the pictures do the saying.

Scenery view from my work area window.

The pics below is my GOING TO-BE work desk. You will see a lady in the pictures. She is Janice, my peer colleague, who I'm taking over her position. She's a Filipino. She nid to fly back to Philippine as her dad is seriously ill. A very nice lady.

My going to be work desk.
Will make it a comfort one after my 3mths probation.
Can't wait to have a pretty, neat & nice wrk desk!!

2 desktops screen each for finance dept.
*For easy reference purpose*

2009-03-31T21:36:00.003+08:00

2009-03-30T22:58:00.005+08:00

Supposed to meet up with QY, YL, XY & CHARLENE.
But....lol.
I changed my mind last minute.
Housewife Holiday left with last 2 episodes.
I don't want to miss it.

My toes are in healing process.
BUT.....
I am very worried that it will bcum scar.
How?? :(

I want my scar-less pretty feet BACK!! :(

2009-03-29T03:45:00.009+08:00

"To Marry a Millionaire" = "与百万富翁结婚的事"

I am still awake at this hr.
Was catching a VERY NICE Korea drama.
A MUST TO WATCH [Trust me].
I can't stop continuing.
At episode 8 only thou.
The story is very touching n heart breaking.
Also, the castle at French.
OMG!! It's so so fascinating!!
Not forgetting the actors.
SO CHARMING & HANDSOME!!
Ok. The actress are PRETTY as well.

PS: Val, the '刘PD' really got his moustache shaved in EP 7 leh. HAHA. He look even more charming la. I AM FAINTING ALRDY!!! I think I've fallen in love with him alrdy!! LoL!!
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I feel terribly upset each time i see my toes. :'(
I've never experience this before. :'(
Hope it heal up fast.
I'll never wear that STUPID heels AGAIN!!
My 2nd and LAST TIME wearing.

Left.

Right.

2009-03-27T22:01:00.011+08:00

Make a trip down to McGraw-Hill as mentioned e other day.
I alight at Tanjong Pagar.
Shld have alight at Raffles instead.
Is nearer. Or rather, considered very near.
Maybe 5mins walk?

Anyway, had abt an hr briefing session with e HR Manager.
She brief me on the Co. benefits and all.
The Co. benefits is GOOD.
Should not reveal anything here.
Is confidential. :D
But, i shall share just 1.
Just 1 very cute benefit i felt.
At McGraw-Hill, employees are entitled to so called "ANNIVERSARY LEAVE" yearly.
Meaning, say i start wrk on 1st April.
I will be entitled to 1 day anniversary leave nxt April.
This anniversary leave IS NOT included in the annual leave.
Meaning, its a additional leave to us.
Cute right?? Haha.
Also, i was told not to disclose to anyone abt my compensation.
The Co. took it quite serious on this.

Clearer details abt the Co. benefits n all will be brief again.
During the Corporate Orientation Program.
The Co. have orientation program for all new hire.
So cute right.

PS: Frens, for those who know how much i was paid DON'T TELL ANYONE ELSE if they were to ask okay!!!!

I start to find myself loking V OLD. :(
I feel like im turning 30 anytime soon.

P/P/S: Had a bad dream last night.

2009-03-26T01:47:00.001+08:00

This song touches my heart.

石欣卉 - "你没想像中爱我"

你小心翼翼牵我手
其实是更有藏不住我
自尊也投降
我在她之下
我好傻
你字字句句说你不爱她
那又是什么让你害怕
我疑惑的是原谅
已为你留下
我好傻
不是我不说就不在意空等候
原来你没想象中那么爱我
我不懂该拿什么安慰我的难受
你的存在让我更寂寞

你寸步不离像天使的她
挥霍我的爱从不放心上
我有一丝无奈也有一些明白
该放开
不是我不说就不在意空等候
原来你没想象中那么爱我
我不能再从你的怀抱感觉到什么
不爱我别再说
假装爱那是馓盐在伤口

谁说我不在意空等候
原来你从来都没深刻爱我
我才懂不是我不心痛
其实是心没了感受
你没想象中爱我

2009-03-25T22:45:00.007+08:00

Going down to McGraw-Hill on Fri.
To sign the employment letter.
Maybe back treatment before that?
Been watching Perfect Cut I & II last 2 days.
Darlin Ju recommended to me.
Very nice SG drama.
I like it very much.
Is very heart warming, touching, and i tears.
Having headache again.

New colour. O.P.I

My DARK RING CIRCLE!!!

PS: 我不明白。。。

2009-03-21T15:04:00.003+08:00

Supposed to meet up with Tracy n Celeste later..
Now, i feel very sorry to them.

PS: Gal, so sorry for the last min change. APRIL! Promised april arrangement will be a SMOOTH one alright? Hopefully, u girls are not angry.. very sory!! :)